michaelbertucci

I dont know what happened but i just woke up from a very ood dream. i feel like im in a haze like im in sub space now. the last thing i remember was in the dream i was told that there was another me. a more obedient me to females shemales, and futas. when I woke up in the dream . when it was really me i found my self slowly sucking on a pink object, but the whole time i wanted to lick shoes and feet of a Mistress. The girl had me in a trance. The girl in my dream was talking to other girls who laughed and said how much of a good girl i was. I was also dressed in pink. sorry im still in a haze so my words might make no sense. I remember the last words the girl told me before i woke up for real. She wanted my hidden self to be brought out to the light. I was always very confused if i liked guys or not and i even did give a black guy a blowjob last year. but i think i understand Something very important. The reason i have a cock fetish and the reason when i did give that blowjob i was

so i have did pieces with other peoples art in which i did get permission but i want to do something on my own. i can't draw very well so i use 3d posing programs. I used to use 3dcg but its really outdated and most of the good mods i used to have for it i cant get no more. I tried MMD but the community is so toxic that i dont want to deal with them. Like seriously if you use any thing that you get on Deviant art like models or props for a fetish picture the community goes crazy so no thank you i wont deal with that. I am using second life for some of my art and i might try daz 3d but its expensive . So my question is , is there and other 3d posing program that i can learn to use and can make really nice pictures. of course im looking for models i cant change hair, clothes ,ect on. any help would be appreciated thanx.

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